2012-04-26(Thu)
Other forms of life
Kigurumi Cosplayer , Duelist, Designer, Artist, Metal and Wood Fabricator, CEO of Company in San Jose, California
2012-04-15(Sun)
Without an idea
Predetermination of another one time pass time has become a rather self absorbing...
While minding my own business I was flushed into a world unknown to most of the world...
what could this mean, if anything...

So for now I'm flow with the go and not worry about it...
God has more plans for me...
I have found, if I don't listen God doesn't let me know...
As for asking for direction He will always point me to the path and walk with me...
No offense to others who step on my path, to forgive is truly to forgiven...
I have no suspicion, jealousy or miss givings about others...
As once said, a willow will only break if it will not bend to the wind...
Love you all...
cici
While minding my own business I was flushed into a world unknown to most of the world...
what could this mean, if anything...

So for now I'm flow with the go and not worry about it...
God has more plans for me...
I have found, if I don't listen God doesn't let me know...
As for asking for direction He will always point me to the path and walk with me...
No offense to others who step on my path, to forgive is truly to forgiven...
I have no suspicion, jealousy or miss givings about others...
As once said, a willow will only break if it will not bend to the wind...
Love you all...
cici
2012-03-07(Wed)
Unity Amongst the Klans
Interest has spiked me inner mind...
Pressing harder, hitting nerves...
Gazing from afar, looking inside the cauldron...
Stirring the pot to see the reaction, I remember some promises that were made to me...

We ceased fighting anything or anyone...
For by this time sanity will have returned...
We react sanely and normally, and we will find that this has happened automatically...
We will see that our new attitude toward life has been given to us without any thought or effort on our part...
It just comes!!!
That is the miracle of it...
We are not fighting it, neither are we avoiding temptation...
we feel as though we had been placed in a position of neutrality--safe and protected...
We have not even sworn off...
Instead, the problem has been removed...
It does not exist for us...
We are neither cocky nor are we afraid...
That is how we react so long as we keep in fit spiritual condition...
Words written by one of the wisest man of the 20th Century...
If a plan of cooperation can be sot by all, we can be one community instead of splintered factions of the whole...
We are as one now, love and tolerance to all my sisters and brothers...
Unity will save us, equally with no loss of anyone...
cici
Pressing harder, hitting nerves...
Gazing from afar, looking inside the cauldron...
Stirring the pot to see the reaction, I remember some promises that were made to me...

We ceased fighting anything or anyone...
For by this time sanity will have returned...
We react sanely and normally, and we will find that this has happened automatically...
We will see that our new attitude toward life has been given to us without any thought or effort on our part...
It just comes!!!
That is the miracle of it...
We are not fighting it, neither are we avoiding temptation...
we feel as though we had been placed in a position of neutrality--safe and protected...
We have not even sworn off...
Instead, the problem has been removed...
It does not exist for us...
We are neither cocky nor are we afraid...
That is how we react so long as we keep in fit spiritual condition...
Words written by one of the wisest man of the 20th Century...
If a plan of cooperation can be sot by all, we can be one community instead of splintered factions of the whole...
We are as one now, love and tolerance to all my sisters and brothers...
Unity will save us, equally with no loss of anyone...
cici
2012-02-13(Mon)
some thoughts
Kigurumi, God loves you...
Strongly, clearly, warmly, passionately loves you...
She knows your hidden thoughts and never rejects you...
She respects your Kigurumi self...
She values equally your strengths and weaknesses...
She admires you with Her eyes...
She can pace with your thoughts...
She joins you in your adventure...
She She is in your conquest, your victory...
She is equally present for you in your defeats...
All that your Mother could not see in you; hear from you; give to you, She is...
She never compares you to another, but accepts you as you are...
She understands your needs before you know them...
She will not unload on you...
You may lean on Her and She will not fall...
She is trustworthy, patient and listening intently...
She says your name with warmth and devotion...
She will not turn aside from you because She is more interested in another...
She is your perfect lover...
an anonymous person gave me this prayer...
cici
Strongly, clearly, warmly, passionately loves you...
She knows your hidden thoughts and never rejects you...
She respects your Kigurumi self...
She values equally your strengths and weaknesses...
She admires you with Her eyes...
She can pace with your thoughts...
She joins you in your adventure...
She She is in your conquest, your victory...
She is equally present for you in your defeats...
All that your Mother could not see in you; hear from you; give to you, She is...
She never compares you to another, but accepts you as you are...
She understands your needs before you know them...
She will not unload on you...
You may lean on Her and She will not fall...
She is trustworthy, patient and listening intently...
She says your name with warmth and devotion...
She will not turn aside from you because She is more interested in another...
She is your perfect lover...
an anonymous person gave me this prayer...
cici
2012-02-09(Thu)
Unwritten Laws of Engagement or "Is There Any Truth to the Kigurumi "Code"
The Unwritten Code:
Public Venue;
1. Never ever kig alone.
2. Avoid crowds.
3. Never demask in public.
4. Never speak in public.
4. Never speak.
5. Always be considerate to your Fans.
6. Never do anything in public your mother wouldn't approve of.
7. Always allow Fans to photograph you, just have someone ask for a copy.
8. Never try and out do or get into a Kig-Off with another Kigurumi in public.
9. Always show restraint and consideration with Kigurumi.
10. Be courteous to the Furrys. (They are our Allies)
11. Always show your best for the children, you are magic to them.
12. Show as much respect to others as you would want them to show you.
13. Don't react, if a situation arrases, move on.
14. Always carry a small clutch or cute bag for your introduction cards and camera.
15. Keep it easy, don't stress, rest when you have to, you are the mistress of the show.
16. Hydrate, and use high protein energy bars when resting.
Internet Venue (Live Chat):
1. You are in a public venue, just be aware, you are the performer, don't be surprised
to have rotten vegetables thrown at you.
2. Have a Moderator that knows your limits and have hand signals for them to let them
know you've reached it with any one guest. And for God's sake make sure they stay
awake.
3. Immediately ban and flag anyone who guest cams in the nude, and some will.
4. Kick trolls, not all some can be just mifted because they have never seen Kigurumi
before. All trolls are not alike, I have returns and have gotten a following of
people because of me tolerance levels.
5. Don't be afraid to tease the trolls, it is your performance that will shine if you
can shine them on enough to get them to apologize and ask to be added.
6. As from the first line, don't develop some kind of list of protocol and expect anyone
to follow it.
7. It is a free for all, remember, unless you're hosting a private cam (boring) don't
let your feelings get hurt.
8. Be natural, show your best poses, move slowly and get up from time to time to show
off what you are dressed in.
9. If somethings go wrong, either pause the cam or fix it as if nothing has happened.
10. Never give out your email, sKype, msn or any other way to contact you other than
through the service you are using (unless you want to get hounded, allot)There will
be people who want private cams so they can take private pictures. This one is up to
you, don't be surprised that during a private session they ask to see your "undies"
11. I have made it a rule that private cams of to be with other Kigurumi and not fans
There are allot of pervs out there that want you in there private pose collections.
This is completely up to you.
12. Moderators of chat rooms have to be people you trust, I don't let just anyone
Moderate my rooms... These people have to either by Kigurumi, Furrys or some other
type of costumer... Fans need not apply..
13. Put up schedules for the fans so they know when you will be on line.
14. Make sure to cross post to Facebook, Twitter and you blogs.
15. Record, Record, Record. this is for you to study more than your fans to watch in the
dark. See what is good and what is bad about your performance and practice to good
stuff.
14. Set your performance limit, if it is 2 hours, stick to it, and don't be late if
you've posted.
15. If for some reason you become unable to Cam during the Cam, politely excuse yourself
and shut it down. You are a performer, no one wants to watch a frozen, dark or other
type of screen, they came in to see you.
16. Don't fall asleep during your Cam, rest up or change the time.
17. If you insist on 16 and 17 rename your performance to performance art. Granted no
one watches performance art anymore but you will get your time online without boring
your guests into justifiable homicide.
18. Be active in the chat, greet your guests as they arrive, answer their questions,
(yes we've all heard the same questions over and over) like them think they are
unique.
19 Be the best you can be, why bother if you are not.
The Board Venue:
1. If you are on a Forum or a Board of this community, participate in it, try to use it
as a support group and in information center, There are a number of boards for
Kigurumi, choose the one that is the best fit for you.
2. While creating a new string or adding to one, insure that you are speaking as a
member of the Board, most Boards have Moderators, don't put them in the middle of a
squabble, if you are having one with another member.
3. PM's are a good way to get a message to another member about an idea about the Board
or for asking for help like suggestions and opinions.
4. Don't bring outside issues into the Board, if you have a problem, deal with it or
leave.
5. Don't gossip, it only hurts the way you look to others.
6. And if you really have to gossip, use IM not the Board.
7. Remember we are all visitor on the Board, treat it as a gift, because if you don't it
might not be there for long.
8. If you don't like what's going on with the Board, make your own, than you can be in
the hot seat.
The views expressed are mine, and mine alone. They have been compiled by my experiences over the last 30 years having first used a bbs in 1991. We have come along way since 9.6 baud dial ups. Remember though, be happy, don't worry. Kigurumi lives within ALL of us...
cici
Public Venue;
1. Never ever kig alone.
2. Avoid crowds.
3. Never demask in public.
4. Never speak in public.
4. Never speak.
5. Always be considerate to your Fans.
6. Never do anything in public your mother wouldn't approve of.
7. Always allow Fans to photograph you, just have someone ask for a copy.
8. Never try and out do or get into a Kig-Off with another Kigurumi in public.
9. Always show restraint and consideration with Kigurumi.
10. Be courteous to the Furrys. (They are our Allies)
11. Always show your best for the children, you are magic to them.
12. Show as much respect to others as you would want them to show you.
13. Don't react, if a situation arrases, move on.
14. Always carry a small clutch or cute bag for your introduction cards and camera.
15. Keep it easy, don't stress, rest when you have to, you are the mistress of the show.
16. Hydrate, and use high protein energy bars when resting.
Internet Venue (Live Chat):
1. You are in a public venue, just be aware, you are the performer, don't be surprised
to have rotten vegetables thrown at you.
2. Have a Moderator that knows your limits and have hand signals for them to let them
know you've reached it with any one guest. And for God's sake make sure they stay
awake.
3. Immediately ban and flag anyone who guest cams in the nude, and some will.
4. Kick trolls, not all some can be just mifted because they have never seen Kigurumi
before. All trolls are not alike, I have returns and have gotten a following of
people because of me tolerance levels.
5. Don't be afraid to tease the trolls, it is your performance that will shine if you
can shine them on enough to get them to apologize and ask to be added.
6. As from the first line, don't develop some kind of list of protocol and expect anyone
to follow it.
7. It is a free for all, remember, unless you're hosting a private cam (boring) don't
let your feelings get hurt.
8. Be natural, show your best poses, move slowly and get up from time to time to show
off what you are dressed in.
9. If somethings go wrong, either pause the cam or fix it as if nothing has happened.
10. Never give out your email, sKype, msn or any other way to contact you other than
through the service you are using (unless you want to get hounded, allot)There will
be people who want private cams so they can take private pictures. This one is up to
you, don't be surprised that during a private session they ask to see your "undies"
11. I have made it a rule that private cams of to be with other Kigurumi and not fans
There are allot of pervs out there that want you in there private pose collections.
This is completely up to you.
12. Moderators of chat rooms have to be people you trust, I don't let just anyone
Moderate my rooms... These people have to either by Kigurumi, Furrys or some other
type of costumer... Fans need not apply..
13. Put up schedules for the fans so they know when you will be on line.
14. Make sure to cross post to Facebook, Twitter and you blogs.
15. Record, Record, Record. this is for you to study more than your fans to watch in the
dark. See what is good and what is bad about your performance and practice to good
stuff.
14. Set your performance limit, if it is 2 hours, stick to it, and don't be late if
you've posted.
15. If for some reason you become unable to Cam during the Cam, politely excuse yourself
and shut it down. You are a performer, no one wants to watch a frozen, dark or other
type of screen, they came in to see you.
16. Don't fall asleep during your Cam, rest up or change the time.
17. If you insist on 16 and 17 rename your performance to performance art. Granted no
one watches performance art anymore but you will get your time online without boring
your guests into justifiable homicide.
18. Be active in the chat, greet your guests as they arrive, answer their questions,
(yes we've all heard the same questions over and over) like them think they are
unique.
19 Be the best you can be, why bother if you are not.
The Board Venue:
1. If you are on a Forum or a Board of this community, participate in it, try to use it
as a support group and in information center, There are a number of boards for
Kigurumi, choose the one that is the best fit for you.
2. While creating a new string or adding to one, insure that you are speaking as a
member of the Board, most Boards have Moderators, don't put them in the middle of a
squabble, if you are having one with another member.
3. PM's are a good way to get a message to another member about an idea about the Board
or for asking for help like suggestions and opinions.
4. Don't bring outside issues into the Board, if you have a problem, deal with it or
leave.
5. Don't gossip, it only hurts the way you look to others.
6. And if you really have to gossip, use IM not the Board.
7. Remember we are all visitor on the Board, treat it as a gift, because if you don't it
might not be there for long.
8. If you don't like what's going on with the Board, make your own, than you can be in
the hot seat.
The views expressed are mine, and mine alone. They have been compiled by my experiences over the last 30 years having first used a bbs in 1991. We have come along way since 9.6 baud dial ups. Remember though, be happy, don't worry. Kigurumi lives within ALL of us...
cici







